is this a dream

I came across a beautiful song, made and performed by Karen Smith, on youtube.com
She wrote this song with Stephenie Meyer's New Moon on her mind, and is now hoping it would be considered for New Moon The Movie's Soundtrack. And let's admit; that is understandable!
when I listened to this song, i had goosbumps! it is beautiful, with few words, tho the words realy say it all! it's got grace, and wonder, and mystique; i imagen this song would fit perfectly with the scene where Edward leaves Bella. yep, thats where im picturing it, and i want to belive that is where it is intended to belong. Some people would call it stupid and utterly ridiculous to think that someone not known would get their song on a soundtrack of this hight, but i say keep it going! there is nothing that claimes this girl is out of her league, in fact; i think she's got the better chance! as long as we, the Twilighters, help her persue her dream.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjOW8KFf6eI
så please, spread the word!


if I look back two years, I would never have thought that my life would change so drastically in so short a matter of time. it would never occure to me that I would be a mother to a beautiful babygirl, nore that my priorities and way of thought would be so far of base(at that time).
now it all makes sence. I would not have made a different choice, taken another path, because this is what i was suppose to choose. i can feel it so profoundly in my heart, that this is my life, and that it is not meant to be otherwise.
sure, there are things I miss. I miss being able to get up and leave whenever i wish. I miss sleeping in. But most of all, I miss not having to feel like even though I am doing my best, it is not necessarily good enough. and by that I mean for my little Angel. I know though, she has got a great life. She has many people in her life, family and friends that are amazing towards her, and i have to admit, she is treated like a princess, and nothing less!
and that is all i need to know. that she is ok. that she will grow up knowing she is loved.
that is all we all need to know, right?

and speaking of love; my cat is pregnant; again. she is getting huge, and her feeding has doubled. its crazy. but i love cats thought, so i take care of her the best i can. i just hope hope this time she will deliver in the home, instead of outside. i didn't even get the chance to see those little furballs before they got killed. it is so sad..
cats are lucky they don't feel that same sorrow human does. she just got right back on that horse, you know. her name is Bella Donna. black with alittle intimation of red in is, the fur is long and soft. and her eyes are big and yellow. so beautiful. her name suits her.

well. another great day is over! we did not do much today, just stayed at home, enjoying eachothers company! nothing better than that, i must say!
tomorrow we are gonna take the stroller, and go down to the store, buy some food and other necessary objects! hoping for sun, though. it is so much better to be outside when it is sunny, obviously!

so.. summary:
-listen up! (check)
-personal observation (check)
-todays accomplishments (check)
-plans for tomorrow (check)

i guess that is it for today then!
i hope you all enjoyd this day as much as I did! if not: better luck tomorrow, just hang in there!

tattah for now!