666 degrees of desperation!

..Today was devilish! warm, you say? wow, that word does not even beGIN to cover it, my friend!
been outside most part of the day, licking sun and enjoying my little angel's good mood. (although, she did get a weebit cranky every once in a while) but that is most certainly understandable!
I think I got twice the tan i had yesterday when I went to bed, and that is something! not that I intentionally buckle up for the tan-slide, BUT who in the H*** could possibly cover up in such weather?
not this girl.

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Some people are just so unintelligable. i wonder how people can change so drasticly over just one short period of time. you would expect to have some sort of forshadowing of what was going on, but just out of the blue you see that person become someone else, as if there were no other.
this has happend to so many people i knew, or more correctly; thought I knew.
maybe it's some sort of identitycrisis? or maybe they just find another way of living, simple as that.. whatever the reason is; it does not only change them, it changes their surroundings to.
I do not think none of them would ever consider how their change affects the people around them. because I do belive they are fully aware of these changes, even though they might not admit to it.
but one positive thing the people surrounding them learns about this is; no matter how much you think you know someone, you never know them enough.
-and no matter how sure you are of the future; it will always surprise you in the end.

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today is finally over, and it is time welcome the sandman, i assume.
tomorrow is the start of the weekend,and I am looking forward to it. tomorrow my little nudger is going to to her grandpa's for an over-nighter. she is staying there till saturday, but that is more than enough time for me to get some private time, just relaxing and enjoying whatever i can.
I got no plans for saturday yet though, but i guess I'll think of something remarkable to do. lol.

so..summary:
-thoughts out in the open (check)
-today's occurancies (check)
-plans for tomorrow (check)

I really hope you're day was as good as mine!
goodnight-wishes to all!

-farewell for now

True Blood, Indeedy

Now that is a very odd show. I have to say, though; I am very fascinated by the objects of the whole scenario. The vampires- an axcepted being, a part of the homo sapiens.
i have to laugh.
The whole southern premises is giving the entire serie the comedian touch it needs.
I am still not sure rather I like it, or not. If 'like' is even the right word. the acting could be a piece to discuss, and the script seems a bit overdone, BUT in overall the show is, like I said, fascinating in it's one way, and I am still intrigued by the characters nevertheless.

Maybe because I am a fanatic, incurable vampire-fan? i would assume that in the end, I would probably wind up enjoying all with vampyric objects, funny as it sounds.
Still, the show has alot of ideas that are actually quit good, or in some cases; could be good.
the fact that humans and vampires live in 'peaceful' interaction to say the most,
the synthetic blood, making a more kind and loving vampires you dont hear to much about.
It is good news.
-the vampireworld is in change.


over to something else. today was in general a very good day. great, warm weather, social, and i got alot done. yesterday i walked through the entire day thinking about hving the feeling something had slipped my mind. well, ladies and gent's, i finally pointed it out to myself. one word; phonecalls. i had a couple of very important connections to talk to about something not being mentioned. so i finally got ridd of that irritating, itchy thought! hurrays on my behalf!
anywho; after wking up around 6.30, we got up. i took a nice, warm, adn very wakening shower, got dressed and ready for a new day.
before noon we did not do much but relax at home on the porch. the weather is nice, what else do you do?
but when my little angel woke upi from her early nap, we saddled up and went to visit my aunt. being to restless because of the heat, I could not stay to long, and I still had some shopping to attend to, so she offered to keep an eye on my toddler while i was at the store, wich was fine with me, giving the shopping would be a little less stressful.
by the time I got back, it was almost dinnertime, so we just had to head home, agreed with my aunt to repeat this sit-down again very soon.
after dinner, it was time for nap again, so i had a weebit of freetime to pass, so i just enjoyed some TV, and an occationary smoke outside in the sun.
my dad called about 17:00, letting me know he was on his bycycle on his way over. fair enough, that would only cheer up my babygirl, being all tired and exhausted after a day in the sun.
and he offerd to give her bath aswell, so that gave me the chance to clean up and get everything else done, so when she had fallen asleep, i could just sit back an enjoy the rest of the evening!
Amen to that!

tomorrow is gonna be a great day aslwell. been promised a warm sunny day, just like today. my cousin is coming over, and that is always a joy! and maybe my brother to, to watch out for my little nudger while i run off and do some errands. it is not for sure yet, though, so I am hoping to get a call from him soon!

so.. summary:
-thoughts out in the open (check)
-todays occurances (check)
-plans for tomorrow (check)

i guess that is all then! i hope you hd a great day, and I will check in tomorrow!
Adiòs!

is this a dream

I came across a beautiful song, made and performed by Karen Smith, on youtube.com
She wrote this song with Stephenie Meyer's New Moon on her mind, and is now hoping it would be considered for New Moon The Movie's Soundtrack. And let's admit; that is understandable!
when I listened to this song, i had goosbumps! it is beautiful, with few words, tho the words realy say it all! it's got grace, and wonder, and mystique; i imagen this song would fit perfectly with the scene where Edward leaves Bella. yep, thats where im picturing it, and i want to belive that is where it is intended to belong. Some people would call it stupid and utterly ridiculous to think that someone not known would get their song on a soundtrack of this hight, but i say keep it going! there is nothing that claimes this girl is out of her league, in fact; i think she's got the better chance! as long as we, the Twilighters, help her persue her dream.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjOW8KFf6eI
så please, spread the word!


if I look back two years, I would never have thought that my life would change so drastically in so short a matter of time. it would never occure to me that I would be a mother to a beautiful babygirl, nore that my priorities and way of thought would be so far of base(at that time).
now it all makes sence. I would not have made a different choice, taken another path, because this is what i was suppose to choose. i can feel it so profoundly in my heart, that this is my life, and that it is not meant to be otherwise.
sure, there are things I miss. I miss being able to get up and leave whenever i wish. I miss sleeping in. But most of all, I miss not having to feel like even though I am doing my best, it is not necessarily good enough. and by that I mean for my little Angel. I know though, she has got a great life. She has many people in her life, family and friends that are amazing towards her, and i have to admit, she is treated like a princess, and nothing less!
and that is all i need to know. that she is ok. that she will grow up knowing she is loved.
that is all we all need to know, right?

and speaking of love; my cat is pregnant; again. she is getting huge, and her feeding has doubled. its crazy. but i love cats thought, so i take care of her the best i can. i just hope hope this time she will deliver in the home, instead of outside. i didn't even get the chance to see those little furballs before they got killed. it is so sad..
cats are lucky they don't feel that same sorrow human does. she just got right back on that horse, you know. her name is Bella Donna. black with alittle intimation of red in is, the fur is long and soft. and her eyes are big and yellow. so beautiful. her name suits her.

well. another great day is over! we did not do much today, just stayed at home, enjoying eachothers company! nothing better than that, i must say!
tomorrow we are gonna take the stroller, and go down to the store, buy some food and other necessary objects! hoping for sun, though. it is so much better to be outside when it is sunny, obviously!

so.. summary:
-listen up! (check)
-personal observation (check)
-todays accomplishments (check)
-plans for tomorrow (check)

i guess that is it for today then!
i hope you all enjoyd this day as much as I did! if not: better luck tomorrow, just hang in there!

tattah for now!

Clouds in sight

... or more correctly; mounting over! the weather has been so weird lately. although the sky has been completely covered with dark, not-up-to-any-good-looking clouds, the temperature has been pretty good, aside from the cool wind (wich has been good from time to time) that occured now and then, and somehow, the sun has managed to somewhat shine through the thick cover. its utterly ridiculous realy, but ive actually enjoyed it. no blinding sun, but just enough warmth to be summerly dressed. just perfect!
offcourse- now its raining, but thankfully, the day is over, my daughter is safe and sound in her crib, and im free to sit back and enjoy the rest of the evening.

generally, the day has been rather good. i've been up and running since 7 A:M, doing errands, and looking out for my little nudger. she made friends with a little adorable dog, with snowwhite whoolly furr, and as everyone who knows us know, she just loves all kinds of animals, so making furry acquaintances is not one of her dislikes.
and as always when i go to the store, i, somwhat quite mysteriously, find my way to the moviesection. and what do you know, surprise surprise, i find 2 movies i just got to get my hands on! The Mist, based on the novel by Stephen King, Oh Mighty Man, and a good old Vampire-Classic; Shadow of the Vampire. mhm, I enjoy my vampirestory! looking forward!

and talking about vampires, i just have to share my oppinion about one subject; the Twilight-saga. i am realy getting annoyd by all the vampire-fanatics letting of their chest all their angry thoughts around the whole saga. so now its my turn! for crying out loud, give it rest! so what if Stephenie Meyer 'broke the rules'! there are no rules! thats all just a whole lot of hollywood-nonsence! i belive that myths and legends and 'tales from the darkside' is to be up for individual oppinion- show me where it says that nobody is to make their own assumptions about vampires, and i will certinly cave. but until then; it's free speach that matters. Stephenie Meyer never did research online until after she finished the first book, she simply had dream, and wrote the book accordingly.
and she used her own imagination!; what do you know, people still do that?? oh, please. i think its refreshing. finally someone has the nerves to do something outside the box, and just go with whatever comes to mind.
Now, don't get me wrong people, i just love the classics. i never said differently, but there is always room for change. i should know, parenting a little girl who's mind and body is still developing. i can not just expect things to go that way, just because i've already gotten used to it. and this goes for the Dark One aswell. we just gotta love the vamps, don't we. why else would there be a world-wide debate rather or not S.M is to be damned from the author-world because of her free mind.

over to more pleasent topics! lots of plans for the summer! this month; a trip to visit my unpredictable, yet very unavoidable mother, whom i love very much, i might add, next week. and next month; A very good friend and her son is comming for a week or so, and im realy looking forward to it! and later that month me, my dad and my daughter are going to the 'big city' for some late-birthday-gift-shopping, and the day after im off to visit my very close friend and her family down west. this is going to be an amazing summer, i can feel it all the way down my clumpsy, erratic toes!

so.. summary:
strange weather(check),
info of the day's occurancies(check)

complaints(check)
plans(check)

so thats it from me today.
i'll check in tomorrow, as i hopefully will everyday from now on!
im off then! Salute!

The Curious Case of..

of Benjamin Button.. wow, what a story.. i became more and more enchanted as the story rolled. and that was just the movie! i must definitly get my hands on the book! it's so fascinating, and so mesmerizing, i can't even find words to describe it. but i sure need to promise myself not to be this captured by a story again. during the movie, im sure i cried atleast 3 times, realy cried (damn those hormones) and it was utterly embarrassing sitting there while my tearchannels betraying me in that way with company to witness it. gah. yeah, selfconcious, thats me.

but enough about that. another good day is over. not as great as yesterday, but good enough! my sweet little angel woke me up a weebit to early today, so i've been very tired, but that doesn't mean i couldnt enjoy myself! around 10:30 A:M my cousin came over, all wound up and excited. and who can't enjoy such company?
we desided after a talk on the porch that we should go to the store and buy some yummy, healthy lunch, wich in her sence means; salad. but today that sounded really good, so we got dressed, put my angel in her carseat, and went. spontaneity is awesome. but anyways. we got back home, settled down in the livingroom, after i made my daughter lunch offcourse, and had a realy nice meal. familytime! lol.
got the chance to plan our trip to Namsos to, wich was obviously necessary, because we realized we didn't have a car to get there! so after a little discussing the topic, i came to remember that my mom is actually buying a new car, so maybe we could borrow her old? surre, why the heck not. i called. and she said offcourse, you can take any! huh, what to you know. i couldn't see the obvious though; she lives RIGHT next to where she works, and the store is only right across the street (nearly) so she realy doesn't need one. hurray!
funny day..

anyways. i am going settled in my couch, and watch a good old horrormovie, and just relaxe before i hit the sack.
sounds like a good plan to me!

so.. summary:
thoughts out in the open (check)
complaints (check)
today's achievments (check)
plans (check)

that's all from me then. hope you have a good evening!
cherio!